February 2010
1 post
yes, i'm fully aware that i just described...
an old codger i used to work with at hel depot once took me aside ‘you need to blonde it up a little so you can get a boyfriend’…i find myself thinking about this a lot as of late. is that really what it takes? in this day & age, do men STILL find strong/confident women upsetting or intimidating? are we stunning from afar but too much a threat to their ego up close? i...
Feb 13th
January 2010
1 post
jaded....
i don’t know…just feeling a little lost & anxious & alone & like i don’t matter…to me, even. i don’t feel ‘small’, so i know its not the bottom end of bipolar. and i don’t really feel manic, but i guess i could best describe it as a weird bit of rapid-cycling. wish i could give it a better name or description, but for once i’m...
Jan 17th
December 2009
1 post
somethings gotta give...
i hate fez…he is just NEVER going to promote me. in 37 years, i have never had someone hate me so completely. this is epic hatred! i have no leadership skills?!?!?! dude fukk you and the underground tunnel you crawled through to get here you short sonovabitch! gawd, mike offered to pay my dmv fines so i could get my license back-how classic is that? i should repay him by paying for a...
Dec 15th
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September 2009
4 posts
looking california, feeling louisiana
seriously, how can one feel so forlorn about a place u’ve been a ttl of 4 days? i would do something pretty drastic 2 b not in cali anymore. saw skynyrd 4 the 1st time last night, pretty damned amazing. course i’m singing sweet home louisiana, cuz man i just think about it & i just want to be gone from here in the worst way. then there’s this whole jake ryan issue. he...
Sep 15th
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if they knew how bad i am w/$ they wouldn't have...
learned something new @wk this week…cash office. i now have codes to 2 safes with literally $1000z in cash in them & i have to count it all & put it all in the right places. crazy! i think i can now effectively do EVERYTHING in that store…but my dm still won’t promote me. i’m certain it’s cuz i’m funny-lookin’. so what did i do yesterday? went...
Sep 13th
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The Top 15 Most Bizarre Sea Animals
rocketboom: #11. Axolotl Axolotl, or the Mexican neotenic mole salamander is quite unique. While other amphibians are born with gills as larvae and breathe air as adults, Axolotl retains its larval attributes, including its gills through maturity. Also, it looks like a Mudkip. (via The Science Channel) dude, i am SO in love with this little guy…must find more info…
Sep 2nd
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alrighty, then...
think i got this figured out…who knows…i still find rambling on soulpancake pretty amusing. so over this heat…it’s one hundred & stupid out again today. i HATE hot. whioe getting dressed i decided to put on my only bright shirt…and, as it turns out, the most see-thru shirt i own. one look in the mirror told me that the standard leopard print bra was a bad...
Sep 2nd
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August 2009
1 post
fkd...
good day @ work…busy, productive. and then came time to clock out which is when i found out that a cuntomer(yes, i spelled it that way for a reason) that i helped 4 hours earlier called to bitch about me for 15 minutes. she wanted to let management know that i had helped her check out her groceries, that i saw she was having a problem with the computer, that i greeted her and offered my...
Aug 17th