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looking california, feeling louisiana
seriously, how can one feel so forlorn about a place u’ve been a ttl of 4 days? i would do something pretty drastic 2 b not in cali anymore. saw skynyrd 4 the 1st time last night, pretty damned amazing. course i’m singing sweet home louisiana, cuz man i just think about it & i just want to be gone from here in the worst way. then there’s this whole jake ryan issue. he flirts, i flirt, it goes nowhere fast & we never really get 2 talk as much as i’d like. wish the world would just go away 4 a while. he liked my haircut, so that’s excellent, but gawd i miss him & with my new duties i hardly ever see him so that makes me sad. it still seems as tho he finds random reasons 2 need my help & when he does we do seem 2 have some rather bizarre open-hearted discussions. perhaps he’s cautious cuz i know he has some rather definite immediate plans 4 his life & that’s ok, just wish i was better @ reading minds.
